Thursday, 09 July 2009

  • i started crying while driving to work this morning.  why??  because i was listening to country music.  i don't know what it is about country music, but it tends to make me very emotional and introspective.  and sometimes i just need a little of that.  it's cathartic.

    i also cried last night during so you think you can dance.  (i know, i know...)  there was a very moving contempory dance number about fighting addiction.  i thought it was brilliant and heart-wrenching.

    i also shed a few tears recently when steve and i went to see transformers: revenge of the fallen.  hey, don't judge me!  it's sad when those big, loveable robots sacrifice themselves for the greater good of all mankind! 

    i fought back tears on the fourth of july too.  watching the fireworks display with steve filled me with patriotism and pride.  and my heart ached for the soldiers and military families who have endured so much and suffered great losses.

    i have recently discovered that i am getting more and more emotional with age.  my crying threshold is not as strong as it used to be.  these days, i can be prompted to tears by a simple photograph or a song lyric or a novel.  why is that?  am i more in tune with my surroundings?  do i have a better understanding of life on earth and its inevitable pain?  am i just a big sissy?  i really don't know.  it's just a little piece of self-realization that i've found interesting.

    that's all for today.  i have a big stack of edits calling my name.  have a wonderful day! 

Wednesday, 08 July 2009

  • ummmm, yeah.  this week is dragging.  my brain is already fried, and it's only wednesday.    a bullet list is the best i can do:

    • steve is taking a motorcycle safety course this week and next.  (that was something he promised to do before i agreed to let him get the bike.)  he's loving it!  by the end of next week, he'll officially have his motorcycle license.

    • this is my second-to-last week of work on our EMS curriculum!  i am soooooo ready to be finished!  here's a little peek into our EMS course, via our company's website.

    • last night was pottery class.  i had absolutely no luck on the wheel, but i had fun hand-building.  hopefully my wheel skills will return soon!  just need to find my muse...  my mom, on the other hand, is doing GREAT on the wheel!

    • did i mention that my work friend erin is pregnant with her first child?  she just had her ultrasound this morning, so the office is all a-buzz looking at her pictures.  i'm so excited for her!  (although selfishly, i'm sad for myself.  after the baby arrives in december, she is going to be a stay-at-home-mom, so i'll really miss seeing her every day.)

    • my company picnic is on saturday.  usually i'm not too crazy about these sorts of events, but this year i actually have friends at work, so maybe it'll be fun!  plus, the picnic is at hershey park!  so how can that not be fun?    (well, except for the fact the i can't ride roller coasters because of serious motion sickness issues...  but there will be plenty of other stuff to do too.  i think.  i hope.) 

    ok, that's a wrap.  hope you have a beautiful day!

Monday, 06 July 2009

  • i'm back from a long weekend with some good friends.  it was a great way to spend the Fourth of July!  i love being with steve on Independence Day.  he gets uncharacteristically serious and reflective during the fireworks display.  i'm so proud of my solider and his service to our country! 

    as lovely as our holiday was, though, it's difficult to admit that this past weekend was our last vacation / getaway for a long, long time.  i won't have a day off of work until Labor Day.  sigh....    that feels like a really long stretch.

    i'm feeling a little tired and blaaaaahhh at the moment, so i think i'll wrap this up before i turn into Ms. Sad-and-Complain-y Pants. 

    hope you have a gorgeous monday!

Wednesday, 01 July 2009

  • last evening i attended the first class of my summer pottery session.  the class contains a good mix of seasoned potters and beginner potters -- should be fun!  i think my mom really enjoyed herself!  she did a great job on her first-ever potter's wheel experience.  i think she's a natural. 

    as promised, here are a few pictures of some of my pieces from the last class.

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    this is my first attempt at mugs.  they are far from perfect, but not too horrible either.
    the tops got a little too thin, so i'll have to work on that for next time!

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    aren't these vases cool?  i really love how they turned out!
    (for a little perspective, the tallest one is about 1 foot high.)
    the red set is a belated mother's day gift for my mom, and the black set is for my sister.

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    this is one of the larger pieces that i've made.
    i think it'll make a great fruit bowl!

    well, i must get to work!  i have a pretty full plate, so there's no time to dilly-dally!  have a wonderful wednesday!

Tuesday, 30 June 2009

  • good morning!  it's tuesday -- isn't that great?  this means that A) i survived my first day back at work after vacation, and B) it's one day closer to my next mini-vacation over fourth of july weekend.  how nice! 

    ok, so what's new?  i've got a few things:

    • steve's hours have been cut back at work.  he now only works until 11:00 PM instead of 1:30 AM.  this is bad (obviously) because less hours = less money, but also good because less hours = steve gets to sleep at a normal time and has a bit more of a life during the day.  (i still don't get to see him during the week since i'm asleep by 11:00 on week nights, but oh well...  it's a nice change of pace for him.)

    • pottery class starts tonight!  i'm excited.  my mom is taking this class with me, so it'll be extra fun this time around!  plus, i get to pick up some finished pieces from my last class.  pictures tomorrow, hopefully.

    • edits and final reviews on our EMS curriculum are still going strong here at work.  but the end is in sight!  we are on schedule to wrap this thing up by july 17 -- that's less than three weeks away!

    i guess that's all i've got for today.  back to my edits!  have a great day! 

Monday, 29 June 2009

  • well, i'm back from the beach.  (i won't even tell you what went through my head when my alarm went off at 5:00 AM...  it wasn't pretty.)    but at least it's a short work-week!  that's a nice way to ease back into the real world.

    our week at the beach was so, so great.  the weather did not cooporate AT ALL, but somehow that seemed to help the week go a little slower.  and a slow vacation week = a good thing.  i feel like i was able to press the "reset" button on my internal computing system. 

    i'm sure that most of you have already seen my pictures on facebook, but for you non-facebookers, here are a few snapshots from our trip:

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    this is what the weather looked like for most of the week -- dark and ominous.

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    the dark, windy weather was perfect for steve's kite-flying passion!

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    the wind was great and he had the beach all to himself!

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    i spent a good bit of time behind the camera.

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    this little guy is just too cute!

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    he's going to be a soccer star like his daddy someday!

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    we did have one good beach day... and i took advantage of it by getting burned. 

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    my cute parents... and a big scary rain cloud

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    my sister and i exploring some fishing boats at the Viking Village

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    steve and i at the Barnegat Lighthouse on our last evening of vacation

     

    welp, i've got a mountain of work to catch up on!  (i shudder just thinking about it!)  so i'd better not delay any longer...  have a lovely monday, everyone! 

Thursday, 18 June 2009

  • wow, thursday already?!  i had expected this week to drag on and on because of my excitement for our upcoming vacation.  but work has been so busy that i blinked and BAM! -- the week is nearly over.  that was a nice surprise!

    despite my busy days at work, the evenings have actually been pretty chill.  i've had ample time to prep for our trip, so hopefully i won't feel too stressed come saturday morning when we load up the mazda and head east to the jersey shore.  it's kind of ridiculous how much planning / coordination goes into vacationing.  (and i imagine that it increases exponentially once children enter the picture!)  but it's all totally worth it.  i need a mental break in a BIG way!  plus, i'm positively filled with glee that i get to spend an entire week with steve!  and my family!  and some relatives!  it's going to be sweet.    unfortunately, the extended forecast is currently calling for rain every.single.day, but what can you do?  just make the most of it, i guess...  i foresee lengthy tournaments of dutch blitz, dominoes, and rummy. 

    all right, gotta run!  have a fantastic thursday!

Monday, 15 June 2009

  • wow, really?  has it been a week since i posted last?  things have been awfully busy at work with edits and final reviews, so i just haven't had much downtime.

    but life in general has been pretty ok.  pretty ok?  what does that even mean?    i guess things are just good -- not great, but not bad either.  we're getting by... kind of in a "holding pattern," you know?  we're suck in a weird stage of life right now, and i'm not crazy about it, to be honest.  BUT i know it's not permanent, so that's what keeps me going.  i think my brain is in desperate need of a "time out"!  so it's a good thing that our week-long beach vacation starts on saturday!  woohoo! 

    so what else has been going on besides work?  well...

    • i saw Brian Regan live this past saturday.  oh.my.goodness.  HILARIOUS.  have not laughed that hard in ages.

    • i saw a fabulous production of Les Miserables at the Fulton Opera House yesterday.  it was very, very well done!  i even got a little teary-eyed.  what a powerful story!

    • did i mention that steve and i have a new addition to our family?  recently, steve decided to "retire" from car racing and to take his passion for fast machines in a different direction.  so, after a lot of time searching (and many hours of discussion / convincing with his wife) , steve sold off his race car and bought himself a classic british motorcycle -- a 1974 Norton Commando 850.

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    i've gotta admit, it's pretty darn cute.

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    and that husband of mine looks pretty darn cute riding it!
    (oh, and don't worry, when he rides on the road, he will wear a helmet.  i made him take a vow before God that he would always, always, always wear a helmet!  that's non-negotiable!!)

    so that's the latest!  hope you are all doing well!  have a happy monday! 

Monday, 08 June 2009

  • good morning, and happy monday!  the funny thing is that i actually feel happy this morning!  (and that's pretty rare for a monday!)  my weekend was just so fun and refreshing...  i am totally ready to tackle the week!

    on friday evening, i picked up a pizza and met steve at his workplace for dinner.  how nice to get a little extra time with him!  as i was leaving, though, i had a window-malfunction in my car on the passenger side.  it got totally jammed!  steve tried to fix it, but he really had to get back to work, so i was left to figure this thing out on my own.  normally, it wouldn't be a huge deal to leave the window down but A) it's not a good idea to leave your window down when you have to park your car outside in town, and B) it was raining.  SO, i did what any girl would do -- i drove to mom and dad's house.    dad was actually stuck in traffic somewhere between D.C. and Lancaster, so mom and i dissected my car door in their garage.    we unscrewed everything (trying very hard to remember which screws went where), removed the door panel, jiggled a few things here and there, added some grease, etc..  and wouldn't you know, we fixed it!  well, kind of.  at least the window is up now.  (steve will have to really fix it sometime in the near future.)  but hey, i thought mom and i did a pretty awesome job!

    steve was down at the air force base on saturday, so i had a pretty chill day to myself.  ran a few errands... stopped at a friend's house for a visit... got groceries...  AND made a lush dinner for steve when he got home.  (steak, potatoes, wine, candles... the whole nine yards!)  no special occasion.  i was just in the mood to cook.  he was very surprised!  after dinner, we went on a long walk through town and then stopped for ice cream.  nice!

    then on sunday, we attended Family and Friend's Day down at steve's air force base.  we invited mom, dad, keri, nathan, and mason to come too.  it was a HUGE event!  everyone had a great time!

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    not a great picture, but this is steve and i inside one of the airplanes that he works on -- a C130.


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    mason enjoyed the planes, but i think he favorite part was exploring the fire engines!


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    firefighter-in-training!


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    my favorite part of the day was sitting in the cockpit of the C130.


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    i also enjoyed holding some pretty serious weaponry.


    steve and i wrapped up the weekend by spending the evening at the park.  the weather was gorgeous, so steve flew his kite while i took a few laps.  nice!

    much get back to work!  we are hopping with edits and final reviews!  but at least we're in the home stretch!  have a great monday everyone!

Wednesday, 03 June 2009

  • wow, i am still ridiculously sore today!  (but at least today, it almost feels like a good "i'm-improving-mysef" pain.  yesterday it was more of an "i-hate-myself" pain.)    clearly, in my quest to increase my cardiovascular activity, i neglected to integrate muscle strengthening and toning exercises.  oops!  i'm paying dearly for that now, BUT at least i've learned a valuable lesson!  (FYI: here is the link the exercises that i've started.  i think it was the side lunges, front lunges, and hip squeezes that did me in!)

    in other news, i am very, very frustrated about something at work.  it is SO petty, and i hate myself for being annoyed by it.  BUT it's actually starting to affect my attitude and work output.  do you remember a month or so ago when i posted about the co-worker in the cubical next to me who is a really, really, really loud typer?  well, i tried to ignore it, i tried to drown it out, i tried to just "get over it", but this all was to no avail.  recently, this co-worked moved to a different office -- one with a door! -- and i was SO ecstatic that i would not have to hear her crazy typing antics anymore.  but i was wrong.  so, so wrong.  i think she types louder than ever now.  and she never closes her office door, so it just resonates even louder and vibrates throughout the office.  AHHHHH!  for whatever reason, this is absolutely maddening to me.  i cannot handle it.  do you think it would be rude to talk to her about it?  (she's generally a very nice and sweet person, but i don't want to offend her.)  or should i casually mention something to my manager?  maybe even suggest that i move to a cubical that is further away?  or buy some noise-canceling headphones?  or just get over myself and suck it up?  all i know is that something's gotta give or i'm going to self-implode!

    anyway, whew!  i just had to get that off my chest.    back to work now.  hope you have a great wednesday!